What Am I For?
Assalamualaikum wr. wb.
There's been so much things going on right now.
Sometimes, I feel super-stressed because of working; not because it is hard, but at some points in my life, when I wake up in the morning or when I try to sleep late at night, my brain got me thinking, "What am I doing with my life?". Sometimes I feel like I don't know what's the purpose for doing all these things. I know, I know, I can make money to feed myself, my family, or even finance my future family. But is it enough? Is it really enough to spend all those years of working "only" for that?
Well, I don't know. I might be naive. But I believe that we are all capable of doing much more than that. Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate all people who work to make their families happy, but somehow having it as the sole purpose of doing things does not work for me. Or maybe haven't worked for me just yet. I currently still think that I need to do something which can be a legacy for society, especially my religion and my country. Or any sort of community that I am in.
Anyway, I really hope that my skills and talents can somehow be used for something beneficial for many people. Bismillah. God, please lead me along the way and make me be useful for You and others.
Wassalamualaikum wr. wb.