Distance.

I were the person behind the lens.

I seek allure,

and beauty,

and blur out

anything unsightly.

I keep this distance,

not too far,

not too close by,

just enough,

to preserve this with sincerity.

I need to be still,

and embrace in silence,

despite the fascination,

and compulsion,

and adoration.

Please,

let me take this still moment,

just once.

And after a while,

let me make myself realize,

how surreal of a being you are.